"...a blinding white beam flashed
from the dome of the craft. Momentarily I seemed partially to lose
consciousness. Everything expanded into a great shimmering white
light. I seemed to be projected beyond Time and Space and was
conscious only of light, Light, LIGHT! Orfeo, Earth, the past were
as nothing, a dark dream of a moment. And that dream unfolded
before my eyes in swift panorama. Every event of my life upon
Earth was crystal clear to me - and then memory of all of my
previous lives upon Earth returned. IN THAT SUBLIME MOMENT I KNEW
THE MYSTERY OF LIFE! Also, I realized with a terrible certainty
that we are all - each one of us - TRAPPED IN ETERNITY and
ALLOTTED ONLY ONE BRIEF AWARENESS AT A TIME!
I am dying, I thought. I have been through this death before in
other earthly lives. This is death! Only now I am in ETERNITY,
WITHOUT BEGINNING AND WITHOUT END. Then slowly everything resolved
into radiant light, peace and indescribable beauty. Free of all
falsity of mortality I drifted in a timeless sea of bliss.
At last, as from a vivid dream, I regained consciousness. Dazedly,
I looked about the interior of the craft. Everything was the same,
but it seemed ten thousand years had passed in what must have been
only a few moments. I was half conscious of a burning sensation on
my left side just below the heart, but I thought nothing of it
Ethereal drifts of music were in the air. Far away, I could feel,
more than hear, a pulsing vibration beneath the floor of the craft.
Also, I was again aware of the gentle push of my body against the
cushioned chair. I realized I was being taken back to Earth.
In an incredibly short time the wall opened and I saw the familiar
surroundings. Yes, I knew I was home again. But I also realized a
little sadly that Earth could never again really be my home. In
the spiritual evolution of mankind, I had been expendable in this
life. Thus had I passed through death and attained infinite life.
As I got up from the comfortable chair, I reached down and picked
up the strange, shining bit of metal and carried it in my hand as
I left the craft. In a kind of daze I walked away from the ship;
then curiously turned to look at it from the outside once more.
But it was gone! I looked up and there it was high in the sky,
faintly visible as a fuzzy luminous bubble. Then suddenly it was
not there at all; but high in the northeastern sky I saw a red,
glowing disk which changed to green and vanished.
I glanced down at the round bit of strange metal in my hand. I was
glowing and livid again and appeared almost to be alive as it
quivered in contact with my flesh. Also, it was rapidly
diminishing in size. By the time I had reached home it had
dissipated into nothingness.
As I was undressing to go to bed, I remembered again the burning
sensation I had felt on my left side while I was undergoing the
profound "initiation" in the saucer. I glanced down and
saw what appeared to be a circular "burn" about the size
of a quarter on my left side directly below my heart. The outer
rim of the circle was red, inflamed and slightly raised as also
was a small dot in the center of the circle - the symbol of the
hydrogen atom. I realized they had impressed that mark upon by
body to convince me beyond all doubt of the reality of my
experiences in the cold light of the coming days.
here another extract about seven
days of totally lost memory - but then something happend and he
began to remember his CONNECTION to his higher dimentional body:
"Gradually the dark mists began clearing
from my mind. Incredible memories were coming back to me; memories
of another world, a different people - another life! Lost horizons,
deep-buried memories, forgotten vistas were surfacing to my
"I remember this world!" I thought rapturously. "I
remember it in the same way that a condemned prisoner remembers
the sunshine, the trees, the flowers of the outside world after an
eternity chained in a dark and odious prison. This is my real
world, my true body. I have been lost in a dimension called Time
and a captive in a forbidding land called Earth. But now, somehow,
I have come home. All is serenity, peace, harmony and
indescribable beauty here. The only disturbing factor is a
troublesome half-memory of an unhappy shadow named Orfeo, a
bondsman in a prison-world of materiality called Earth.
As the disturbing thoughts of this lost Orfeo troubled me, a
portion of one wall noiselessly divided making an imposing doorway,
and a woman entered. She was dazzlingly beautiful. Somehow my mind
understood that she was the one in whose charge I was placed, even
as I also understood that the mysterious door opened and closed
automatically by means of electro-magnetic controls.
She looked down at me and smiled warmly. Her beauty was
breath-taking. She was dressed simply in a kind of Grecian gown of
glowing silvery-white substance; her hair was golden and fell in
soft waves about her shoulders; her eyes were extremely large,
expressive and deep blue. Soft shimmering colors played
continuously about her, apparently varying with every slight
change of her thought or mood.
Hauntingly, the thought was in my mind that I remembered her from
somewhere. She seemed to sense my perplexity and reassuringly said
that I was looking very well and would soon be up and about. Then
she touched a control on a crystal cabinet near my bed. In
response a large section of the opposite wall opened revealing a
huge mirror. I looked into its crystal depths, but the man I saw
was not Orfeo; nor yet was he a stranger to me. Paradoxically, I
remembered and yet I didn't remember!
"I have gained weight," I remarked, not knowing just why
I made such a statement, then added: "Also, I feel much
She smiled and replied: "On the contrary, you have lost
weight. According to all Earthly standards you are now almost
Her strange words puzzled me. I glanced down at my body which
appeared to be solidly substantial in addition to being much
larger and more finely proportioned.
"It's all a matter of the scale of vibration in which you are
functioning," she explained. "The vibratory rate of
dense matter which makes up the planet Earth is extremely low,
hence Earthly bodies are sluggish, dense and cumbersome. Vibratory
rates here are quite high and matter so tenuous that it would seem
non-existent were you in a dense physical body. Because you are
now in a body of a corresponding vibratory rate, the phenomena of
this world is as real to you as your Earth world."
As I listened to her speak, I thought I remembered her name.
"You are Lyra?" I said half questioningly.
She nodded her head...
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